Mourning This Loss (after so long)

Look at me again
WIth that smile
The one that
Only you can give

It is still so familiar
I will always know it
That half mischievious grin
Reaching all the way up to your eyes

It is so clear
Imprinted in my mind
Only I don't see it
In front of me anymore

Parts of you still linger
But all of you must leave
Because I simply cannot
Go on living like this

My thoughts come back to you
My favorite band,
Style, kiss, look, and laugh
All come back to you

I thought maybe
It could be like before
I made the effort
I guess just not soon enough

The door is closed and locked down
I'm on the outside now
And believe me when I say
It's bloody cold out here

It is not healthy
To be living in the past
So this will be the last
Poem I will write of you

I lost you long ago
And it's just fucked that
I still think of you
I Miss You

"How do you do it
Make me feel like I do"?
I think I might love you
And now I'll say good-bye.