Happy to cry...
Joan of Arcadia made me cry ... again... It was such an amazing episode. There were so many little things to catch and I prolly missed some. But the whole part how Judith made the guy memorize Hamlet for her (tragedy where leading female dies) and just as he is finished it, she herself dies. And how Joan can always keep a part of Judith with her and just so many things. That show is soo good to me because it is really moving and it makes you think (as well as cry if you are like me). I am happy to cry because I can actually feel something. Experiencing something through a television. Before I was thinking about what it would be like to be someone else with a different kind of life. It just feels like I am not feeling enough right now. I know I am actually experiencing a lot and to use the simile katie did, it is "just like the earth is always moving but we never feel it". But I want to feel it. It's like something is missing.
Lately I feel as if I have been slowly killing my soul. Going to work, going to school... same thing. Not taking the time for spirituality. I don't know...
Blockbuster called me tonight. I've wanted to work at blockbuster for how many years now? Why would they call now when I have a job that's going alright? Man... I'm not sure what to do. The dude sounded so nice on the phone and I don't especially feel close with the woman who hired me at pharmaprix. I dunno... But i've made a lot of money so far and it's so close and closes at 11 latest... oh boy. decisions decisions. I think i'll just stay at Pharmaprix until I dislike it and then go ask for Martin at blockbuster. He told me I could come in whenever and look for him. My interview would be on monday.
If you have an suggestions feel free. And if you noticed something in joan of arcadia that I missed. tell me that too. uhh or if you want to trade lives for a day or something... I'd prolly be willing.
Joan of Arcadia made me cry ... again... It was such an amazing episode. There were so many little things to catch and I prolly missed some. But the whole part how Judith made the guy memorize Hamlet for her (tragedy where leading female dies) and just as he is finished it, she herself dies. And how Joan can always keep a part of Judith with her and just so many things. That show is soo good to me because it is really moving and it makes you think (as well as cry if you are like me). I am happy to cry because I can actually feel something. Experiencing something through a television. Before I was thinking about what it would be like to be someone else with a different kind of life. It just feels like I am not feeling enough right now. I know I am actually experiencing a lot and to use the simile katie did, it is "just like the earth is always moving but we never feel it". But I want to feel it. It's like something is missing.
Lately I feel as if I have been slowly killing my soul. Going to work, going to school... same thing. Not taking the time for spirituality. I don't know...
Blockbuster called me tonight. I've wanted to work at blockbuster for how many years now? Why would they call now when I have a job that's going alright? Man... I'm not sure what to do. The dude sounded so nice on the phone and I don't especially feel close with the woman who hired me at pharmaprix. I dunno... But i've made a lot of money so far and it's so close and closes at 11 latest... oh boy. decisions decisions. I think i'll just stay at Pharmaprix until I dislike it and then go ask for Martin at blockbuster. He told me I could come in whenever and look for him. My interview would be on monday.
If you have an suggestions feel free. And if you noticed something in joan of arcadia that I missed. tell me that too. uhh or if you want to trade lives for a day or something... I'd prolly be willing.
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