The Last Day of Summer

Life is alright. Pretty good actually.

"ur just too awesome, its like those comets that u only see for a bit, n then they are gone, ur like woaaaah n ur happy for the rest of ur life that u saw it"

-with great power comes great responsibility... I got a fuckin car man!!!! :D heheh i'm happy. now I must conquer my driving insecurities and highway phobia.

We're all on this crazy train and it's really hard to get off. Next summer, no matter what job, i have to get a week off. and during that week i have to be by a lake at a cabin. that is just the way it has to be. :) I'm so tired. I worked from 845am till 9 pm last nite, with only one like 10 minute break. today i just wanna stay in bed. when my alarm went off I couldn't believe it. Life is alright though. Summer is amazing. and i think i will nap today. nap or work on my puzzle... or clean... prolly not clean tho hahha

i had a really bad day today but then it got waay better. so i guess the good made up for the bad. ha ha i saw hancock and i really liked it :D

"don't you know that why is simply not good enough" I want someone to try and be good to me. Just like the song. Because so far no one is good enough. I settle, I think that I have always settled for less than I deserve and now it's time for me to stop. I should expect certain things and nothing less. It's hard tho because I have that problem where I always think I can help people, I want to make them better, I want to heal their hurt. But you know, all of that takes energy and sometimes all of my energy isn't even good enough because really they do not want to change at all. I'm not saying I'm perfect. I have a lot of things I have to change and improve upon but for once I'm down for someone to help me. To allow me to become a better person and improve. I'm down for receiving some energy instead of always giving it. That's a lie... I have one friend who always gives me energy.. he really helps me to become a better person all of the time. ...