The Last Day of Summer

Pie in the face anyone? I am so pissed of right now at one of my teacher's. The worst one actually... I went to Florida right? Well i missed a test and told her I was going on a trip and I had no control over that date I would be going and she said well "you knew the schedule" but nothing else really and so I wrote her today saying: Hello miss, >Umm I went to class today and no one was there at all. I checked the >class cancellations list but our class was not on it. >I wanted to hand in my content analysis because I was away last week >but I'll put it in this e-mail just to show that I have it done. If >you want me to bring you another copy, I will. >If you could just please let me know if I can take the test or make >it up in some other way, I would really appreciate it. > >thank you > >Melinda (fr research methods) and this is what the evil woman (believe me I would love to just use better words but I...

Sigh It is hard to breathe lately. I am pretty sure that I felt love once, for one night only, and never felt it again. It's a hard thing to accept. I can only hope to feel it one day once again but I have a strange feeling at the bottom of my stomach and when I try to inhale. Wonder if that means anything? *I've never felt this before or at least nothing this strong. If I think... I cannot breathe. He is everywhere... but here

My Poor Tuesday I have to go to school early today because I have to write an english test that I missed last week. I have a lot of work to catch up on and these next two weeks are gonna be hella stressful. Once they are done though, it will be time to relax. The weather is not so bad back here in Montreal but I still prefer it down in Florida. At least I can wear a skirt today hahah people wear so much clothes down here compared to in Florida. People wear their bathing suits everywhere down there. I finished my essay so i only have about two left to go, one is more of a report type thing which is better. The thing I hate most about writing essays is when you have to have a bibliography, references and footnotes, grr they annoy me. Stupid humanities essay! I want to be back on the beach... it would have been so great to meet some people living down there but oh well.

Home Sweet Home Hey everyone! I am back at home now in Montreal. I have to go and take a shower because I was travelling in a car for about two days. ack. I just wanted to talk a little about my trip before I go. First of all, I MET ALADDIN!!!! Oh my god! I'm a big dork and I froze... I couldn't even hug the guy... I just froze and Laur had to speak for me. I know I know... "Mindy is was just a guy in costume"... WHO CARES? He looked so much like aladdin and even had the smile! Wow! I took like 10 pics of him. muhahaha I stalked aladdin. Moving on, daytona beach is really kool. I love the beach but realized that the ocean does not love me as much. I almost died the first time in and bah I got all this nasty salt in my nose and mouth and throat and ugggg. I still like the beach tho and I got a super nice Bikini... haha my first bikini. I think i have a pic of it so i'll show ppl when I get it developed. It sparkles! Long drive there and back I must say, please...

Bon Voyage! "My bags are packed, I'm ready to go... I'm standing here outside your door, already..." I am going to Florida today, wonder if anyone will miss me this week? I have a few people I will miss for sure. Happy easter to everyone who celebrates it! "So kiss me and smile for me" I'll be back soon. * yay look at the beautiful buttons and then my pathetic attempt ;)

OH MY GOD Nevermind posting on the old one! I AM GOING TO FLORIDA TOMORROW! HOLY CRAP... I'M BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS RIGHT NOW!!! Wish me a good time and lots of fun and a a nice ambiance (nudge nudge wink wink) ;)

Some Kinda Sick Joke? Right, so I am supposed to be going to Florida on this very day. The funny thing is that I still don't even know if I am going or not. Laur's dad won't give her a yes or no answer. I really don't get it. You should know, definetly by the day of the supposed trip, whether you are going or not. This is getting a little bit rediculous but I don't even really know what is going on. I mean it isn't fun to leave us in suspense like this, well i mean it might be funny to some but really not to me. It doesn't make sense. I really wanted to go and everytime I'm supposed to go on a trip, it is cancelled. Grrr! I can't make any plans with other people because I don't know what I am going. Do you know how stupid I feel when someone asks me to do something and I have to say "umm well i don't know... I might be going to Florida today"? They must think I am retarded I mean normally you would know on the day if you are go...

Not all it's cracked up to be Man, I am supposed to be going to Florida tomorrow and I still don't know if I am going yet. Could you imagine finding out the same morning that you are going and having to pack all in a rush. I am so scared because like if we weren't going, why wouldn't Laurie 's dad just get it over with and tell us already instead of prolonging the disappointment? I'm so nervous, I really really want to go. Today was the filming of the movie for Ilana. I have to go back at around 8 tonight to finish up. I froze my ass off today but I still think I would really like to be an actress although I now realize it is probably a lot harder than it looks. Sometimes it is weird trying not to look at the camera at all. Funny, it reminds me of little rascals when Darla kept on looking at the camera when she wasn't supposed to in the bloopers... haha i felt like that. It was fun tho today at the same time although I couldn't feel my fingers ...

First day of the Break I should begin this post by apologizing for yesterday and for my crazy rant. You do have to understand that I was really upset. Today though, when my aunt got home, she talked to me in a very reasonable manner which i respected so much more than what happened yesterday. She didn't apologize but I guess I can't understand why she was so mad in the first place. I mean... naked pop ups appear sometimes and you just click them away, you get used to it. Maybe it is a problem that we do get used to it but I think that people have the right to do what they want and if that is what they choose than so be it. I wouldn't choose to do the same but whatever, that is just me. Maybe she did have a bit of a point although I think it was truly an over exaggeration. I am responisble enough to judge what I want to link to my site and what I don't. I do not link sites for the advertisements that do or do not pop up, but for the content of the actual site. I gues...

The Myth: Childhood vs adulthood It has finally got to the point where I have to get my latest theory out. Ok so we've all heard about childhood and how it is the time of innocence and how as you age you lose your innocence. Well I would just like to first of all say, bullshit! The only reason we supposedly lose our innocence and start to dislike our adult life because it "has to much responsibility and yaddayadda", is because that is what we are taught. It is all put into our heads. Who says we have to be unpure or turn into these lifeless zombies? WE DON'T! I am still just as innocent as I was back then, only now I can think for myself and I'm not longer self-centered or ignorant. Children don't really know anything and things are always kept from them... why should this be a good time or innocence? It is all wrong. We only grow up to learn more and to become more empathetic... Notice how I am referring to empathy and not apathy, an important difference....

A Good Feeling I was so hesitant to get a webpage, it must have taken Laur around a year or six months to finally convince me to get one. Now that I have it tho I am kinda glad. Lately I am meeting all these new people who I can usually relate to in one way or another. Speaking of which, I just made a new link to Mia's site. She is really kool and she seems to write blogs that are a little bit deeper than the average, at least in my opinion. Today I have to go and vote (yep that's right, I'm an adult) at around 1 o'clock. Yay... not like I have much choice anyways. I could vote for the blockpot but that would just be, in my parents' opinion, a vote lost for the liberals and one more for the PQ (parti quebecois) Maybe I'll just vote for them anyways... well no... I don't want the the PQ to win because I am quite happy in Canada, thank you very much, and i would not like to be a seperate Quebec country. I'm also kinda baby-sitting my cousin to...

Half Crappy Last night I was supposed to have gone to club extremes but since the bouncer was a bastard... my two underage friends (by like 1-3month) couldn't get in. Oh well... We ended up going to some club called envy I think. Not the greatest place because the ppl were a little too old for my liking and there was not enough dancing. There was of course, naked man.... some disgusting guy who was like stripping in front of everyone. And when I say stripping I mean that literally. He had his shirt off and then I look up and there is a full moon in my face. He could have at least been good looking. Eww to naked men who like to take off their pants in clubs, freaking exibitionist. Anyway, Andrew and I ended up getting lost on our way home and so then we finally took a taxi to McDonalds and had some fries then caught the night bus. What a time! hahah * I'm going to buy a spring jacket today! * It got a new jacket and it is pretty nice. Too bad I don't have a web cam or e...

Purely Beautiful Wow, I am so glad I walked home from Laurie's , it is absolutely beautiful out. I cannot explain how happy that makes me. Holy crap! I sat on my balcony and almost felt as if I could start sun tanning. Today is guaranteed to be a good day. I am listening to Brown Eyed Girl right now because it is such a summer song to me. Too bad I have blue eyes but whatever, I love the song. I'm going to repeat it one more time. Tonight I am going clubbing with Mike, it should be really fun. I'm going to meet up with him at his house before we go. My granny's bday is soon and I got her the cutest card ever (rugrats' tommy). We are having supper at my great grandmother's (chinese food) to celebrate. I wish I coulda got my granny an amazing present like a house or something but I'm not famous yet ;) Anyway after that I am going to get myself to mike's which is hella far when you are lacking a car. (you see how I'm a poet) yep yep Last night...

The secret Balcony I had a pretty good day in school today. I got my psychology test and did pretty well on it. I had some fun adventures with Laurie but you can refer to her site to read about them because I am too lazy to write it. ;) Tomorrow I am pretty sure that I will be going clubbing with Mike and Andrew and Mike will be introducing me to one of his friends. Not that I am interested in a big relationship at the moment but it is always nice to meet new people. Tonight I might be seeing Carlos and I am most likely going on a little walk with Laurita. I went swimming today with Katie (I want to link her but cannot) and that was also fun... I like saunas :) We tried to do a big workout but since we are both kinda outta shape, we had to take quite a few brakes. heehee It will get better tho because we are gonna make a routine out of it twice a week. Oh and I might be getting the keys to the pool of this big high rise near by house where I'll be able to bring my friends...

Nauseous Lately, every time I get onto my bus, I get nauseous after around 5 minutes or so. It happened on my home way and I still feel it. I hope I am not getting sick again because it is almost my break. So, I'm almost sure that Laurie and I are not going to Florida anymore. I should honestly know better than to get my hopes up because when it comes to trips, they never come through for me, something always gets in the way. Oh well i'll just be stuck in this place forever, if it was summer always I wouldn't complain nearly as much. My Michael Jackson dance is going alright, it is super fun to cheoreograph, we have about a minute so far so we are half done seeing as how it is a 2 minutes dance only around. Maybe we'll go over the limit a bit but who cares? I like dancing and I like acting... what am I doing with my life then? I am going in the wrong direction but I am too scared to turn. I have a headache and will probably start talking nonsense soon (no...

Sleepy... sooo sleepy What? I'm awake... i'm awake. I have to go shower and get ready for my one class soon. I talked to an old friend today, Carlos, all because of what happened yesterday. There was a guy in the caf and I thought it was him so I was staring. Then he stared back at me of course. But, he started to look really really mean so I realized that maybe it wasn't Carlos at all. He seriously looked like he could have came up to me and killed me ack. On the bright side, I talked to Carlos today and he wants me to call him because he is gonna help me come up with a new crazy site since that is he does and he needs to make a portfolio. Groovy, huh? woo hoo. Since I am pretty crappy at this site stuff, it should be good? Ok i'm going now. I hope ppl start to leave me comments. * I'm so cold. People are so insecure about themselves, it's disgusting. * My body is a wonderland ;)

To Love a Monday Ack, who could ever love a damn monday, unless you are on vacation of course. I didn't have the greatest sleep yesterday, maybe with the whole time change but I still don't see how one hour could keep me up for half the night. At least I had a revelation last night. I think I want to become a highschool english teacher because then I can do plays with the kids and poems and other things that I like. Maybe just being a drama teacher would be better. My friend Ilana told me that she wants to cast me for lead female role in a silent film she is making... how kool would that be? I love movies, I want to make some this summer. yay. Maybe I could even put up one or two on my site, if that is possible. I'm hungry... ever heard of Zap'ems... that is what I am having + corn on the cob. I love corn on the cob and I like zap ems but I am afraid to research if they put anything nasty in what is supposedly turkey because then I'll never eat them again. I al...

*note* Hey, this is Laurie , I'd just like to say that I put up the new cam picture for Melinda so you're not allowed to make fun of her or anything like that.. thank you, have a nice day ;)

Anyone notice a resemblance? I had a great sleep last night, I love when that happens. It must have been the alcohol.... lol! So I just saw the new Avril Lavigne video and I was wondering if anyone else thought that she sounded like Alanis Morrisette in it. I think that she really does at least but then again I am crazy afterall. Oh speaking of crazy, I tried an experiment today. It mostly started as an accident really. I washed my hair with conditioner first and then I shampooed it. Too bad I don't have a web cam yet because then I could display the results. It is the same but my new hair cut and highlights are really working, at least to my opinion. It was kinda harder to brush (it figures) but it really smells amazing. hahah Would anyone care to try it? Hey there is a new rage among like 10 year old children... mainly girls. Barbies have been replaced with these new dolls called " Groovy Girls ". They remind me of cabage patch dolls that I used to have. Kinda wac...

The morning After I have so much fun at the club... well when i started dancing that is. Actually even a bit before. It was fun to have the whole club to ourselves at the beginning. I love the rose and man my friends are the best ever, I got a lift home and I got to try all these new kinds of drinks. Was everyone aware that there was banana shooters? Like banana vodka, pretty good. ;) What else? Sex on the beach of course, long island ice tea oh and the new amazing one I tried... Alabama ummm I forget... LOL Alabama slammer? Yeah i think that is it, you people have got to try it if you haven't already. Citrisish... that is a tongue tier. When i am dancing on the floor tho i realize that I like my space, I feel really claustrafobic when people step too close. Hope you didn't need to use those bags from my house Dave. Yay i had a good time, hope we all do it again soon.

Saturdays Are Good I've sorta learned how to make new layout but I don't know if I should change this one... I've grown kind of attached. I'm also going to put up a new little movie review section, why not? After seeing phone booth yesterday I guess I came up with the idea. Funny thing is that I have weird tastes and I am basically always told that I am weird so who knows how reliable my critiques will be. ;) Tonight I might be going to a bar/club called "upper deck", I've never been there before. Don't know whether I should dress up or not. The only thing is that I have to make sure I have a way of getting home because no one going is from my ghetto area of town. I wouldn't mind getting out and dancing on my saturday night. I just hope no guys harass me because I really pisses the crap outta me. I hate guys at clubs sometimes... * I really like Colin Farrell and I want to see the new X-men movie coming. Hurrah!

Ouch Mc Grouch Ack i just changed my earing back to my old one and it hurt like a biatch. :( Oh well at least it is over with. I'll never wear a thinner earing than this one. Someone just coughed in my hall way and it sounded like they were in my house. eek. School was pretty fun. After the psychology test we got to leave and Laurie then came to my RM class and I went to her humanities. Woah I've never been in such a dreadfully boring class. She got her hair cut and bought a new shirt, with my help of course. Her hair is pretty nice. Hmm what else. my aunt just came home and my granny. wow. Tonight I am going to see "Phone Both". I've never even seen the preview but I know my man is in it. Colin... woo hoo! My aunt just gave me a highlight kit thingy so I'm also gonna dye my hair. Fun fun. Today is a pretty damn good day.

Billie Jean I had dance class today, it was pretty fun. I really like the ppl in my group for the cheoreograpy we have to come up with. We are doing it to Michael Jackson so that should prove to be interesting. "the way you make me feel" and possibly "billie jean" Yay for chair dances which will, of course, be included. Today I am so happy although I was planning to rant and rave about the Gulf war and about america... I'm do drained tho so I will go and take a shower. I have to study for a psychology test tomorrow also. I would like to get like 99% in the class, it would be really groovy. Survivor is on... go Dave. I watch way too much television lately. Sad little Melinda. * Dave got kicked off Survivor... what a damn suprise... every person I like must go. Bah!!! oh well... Oh and for anyone who remember that gym test I screwed up on... I suppose considering half the class left a lot of it blank... it got 20 on 20. HAHAha that is quite the joke, I didn...

Switch Up Today I am going to school at bit early to meet Kim and have lunch with him. I normally always spend my tuesdays with Laurie but a change is welcome every now and again. I felt great when I woke up this morning. I don't know if it is because I excercised last night or if it because I had a longer sleep, maybe a bit of column A and a bit of column B. Too bad I have to wake up early for the rest of the week. I'm going to eat imperial rolls today, Hurrah!