The Last Day of Summer

May I never fall victim to the patriarch. I am smart and I am able to handle things on my own. I do not have to look to anyone else to approve my actions or my opinions. (advice is okay) At this point in my life, no one should be telling me what to do. I shouldn't be letting other people make my decisions for me or get in the way of the goals I want to realize. I need to have more confidence in myself and my abilities and not listen to the stupid shit that people say to try and hold me down. I'm not going to settle. This scene will get better or I am out and somewhere else for good. By the way, stage is going really good so far. Kindergarten is the cutest!!

The house is clean and I love it.! Carlos did an amazing job! wow! :D Happy Mindy. I am soooo excited for stage on Monday!! I'm going to study what they are grading me on though... I can't believe we have a seminar class with assignments. I'm babysitting twice tomorrow with a little shopping and yoga in between. Man, I hope that I will be a good student teacher. It should be fun. The only thing I am really nervous about is lesson planning...

To Do List Wednesday: Atwater Club Visit Granny Irene ( Didn't do yet :( ) Grocery Shopping Babysit Lexi (5:00-6:30 pm) Thursday: Babysit Lexi (6:30-8:00 am) Seminar (5:30-8:30) Night out! Friday: Fix up house Willingdon (3:15-6:15) Saturday: Babysitting (10-12pm) Shopping Yoga Babysiting (7 pm till I dunno yet) Sunday: Pick out stage clothes Get assignments ready for Thursday RELAX Mon. April 27 - Fri. May 15 ---> STAGE! After stage: TAKE A VACATION MINDY!!!

I'm doing my stage in a KINDERGARTEN class! I'm soooo excited :D hehehe I start on Monday! I have a seminar tomorrow though from 5 30 pm till 8 30 pm. oye! And I took on all these extra shifts this week and a family I really like wants me to babysit on Saturday. I don't want to say no, but I was really looking to having the weekend off before starting stage. OH well, I will take a vacation after stage I guess.

Dude, nothing is changing! Sunday is cleaning day. SURE IT IS!!! The only person I can count on is myself... and maybe my Nana :) Of course my Nana! Fuck this shit yo! I wish I didn't have a math exam tomorrow because I would so be down for going out tonight..

Put up blinds today, very exciting! :D The place is really starting to come along!! Woo Hoo!!

Work was good today, got paid for almost 6 hours. Sweet cuz I need the cashola! I fixed up Carlos' sister's room today, it's almost good to go. I made up my old bed for her and it looks awesome. I miss my old bed to tell you the truth. I had quite the collection of sheets going for it, including oldies like the ninja turtles and my angel ones... Hope she likes it! I think it will be fun living with her. She's a yoga instructor so that is gonna be awesome. I'll have to find something I can exchange with her for yoga lessons. :D Happy Easter!

I like our new place very much. I am going to put a lot of effort into this place and keep it nice. If it requires being a bit of a nazi, I intend to be one. But hopefully we will all have the same goal. So far, so good. I went to IKEA for the first time today. It was nuts! I felt like I stepped into the Sims or something. I kinda liked it. I like home decor I must say. I can't wait to have a house one day and to fix it up all modern and nice-like. I feel happy in this moment. Work tomorrow,8:45-1:45ish Easter Egg hunt should be fun!!! HAPPY EASTER everyone or Passover or Ostarra ;)

I find sometimes you just know when a horoscope is dead on. Check out this one: Scorpio: 8 of Swords. Complacency with circumstances you don't truly accept. Don't give up your push to live according to what feels real and right. Don't surrender to a lesser arrangement you secretly know won't work for you in the long run. Don't become comfortable with resignation, submission, boredom or security. You're here to keep digging, plowing and transforming. Please continue :) One of the qualities I have that is the most pestering (and probably one of the best) is that I intuitively know things. I know when something is not right or needs to change or whatever. I just know. And from that knowledge (if you can call intuition knowledge) I have to move forward. I have to take what I know and put it into action. Because if I try to suppress it or just keep going, eventually it will catch up regardless. What I have to get better at doing is just accepting my intuitions fr...