The Last Day of Summer

And While I'm Gone So tomorrow is my CEGEP graduation. I'm not expecting it to be fun because it is just a ceremony but it means something to my family so that is why I am going. Then comes Friday and I'm outta here! I'm staying at my friend Steve's for the night because early the next morning his dad is driving us up to camp with all our stuff. So soon I will be gone for the summer. I just want to wish everyone an awesome time this year. If you miss me ever (and I know you) you can write me at camp or even come visit!!! :D Take care everyone, everything's gonna be alright. *Aww that was so perfect. One of the things I was sad about missing was the fireworks competition and i just heard noises that sounded like fireworks so I went on my balcony and couldn't see anything, but then I went into my bedroom and I had the best view ever. :D So i got to see at least one good show before leaving. Soo purdy!

A smile can change someone's world I've had a really good time over the past few days. Tonight is the first night in a while that I've been home. I stayed for 2 nights at Jess's house and then another night at Sarah's and every one was a good one. I've been having an awesome time. Tomorrow I plan to spend some quality time with my granny and plan a little for camp and grad and blah blah. Oh yes, I also plan to eat CHERRIES because my aunt bought some, man i love those! Umm so ya, i have a I'm guillable/ joke with me face because almost every restaurtant I go to or peerson I talk to teases me. I went for amirs with jess and the guys was soo evil/funny. It was near closing time and he was playing all these jokes on me but I have to say it was worth it because he gave me all this free food (even tho i don't eat falafels). I guess I don't mind. Maybe that's why people tease me a lot, i'm kool with it. So ya, I got to mow a lawn this weekend, ...

I didn't want that to happen What a bad night for sleeping last night was. I was all comfy at first and then later in the night I had to close my window cuz it kept making creeping noises and then my foot wouldn't stop being itchy and I just couldn't sleep. Talk about tossing and turning. I think i finally might have fell asleep around 3 or 4 am, something like that and this morning I woke up to one of the most awful dreams I've ever had. I was living in some kinda, I dunno if you'd call it a commune, but anyways I shared a room with my granny and a lot of my friends lived in the giant house with their parents also. So anyways people like Laur were in my dream playing the role of my "friends" and then it went all wrong. My supposed friends started to murder anyone who I was angry at or not happy with. I saw bodies all over the place. One person (no need for naming the dead) had all puncture wounds in him from a rake I think and then he was pushed i...

The night just may be my companion and solitude could very well be my guide but man, tonight I AM NOT FEELING THIS! So much excitement over the past few day that now when I have nothing to do, I feel so empty. I'm sure there are things I could think of to go and do but I'm just not motivated. It's funny because I always have a feeling that the 7th of each month will be good for me and I normally look forward to it, but this one is just meh. Hmm maybe I am going to go and try to plan out how I'll have my room for camp and what I'll entertain myself with all summer but then again maybe I'll just go to bed. What I really feel like doing is having my boyfriend pick me up in his car and we go driving to who cares where or I pick him up in my car because i bet I really like driving... Ok don't go getting your nickers in a bunch... I don't have a boyfriend :) But y'all watch out because sometime soon I will and he will be the best ever. Then everyone who te...

Woo Hoo So, this is what it feels like to be on a computer that works properly... Man I miss this. But, I'm spending less time on the computer so it could be a good thing at the same time. Anywho, let's get to the good part: I PASSED!! Laur and I BOTH passed! We are both lifeguards for at least another two years. I'm posting from her house now actually, I slept over last time. We both had a cookie dough blizzard from DQ to celebrate. Today I might be watching a movie here and eating some of laur's magickal popcorn and then later on i'll prolly head home. I do wanna go out and celebrate but MAN am I ever going broke, it's rediculous. Is there anything else that I wanna say? Oh ya, Laur tried to read my tarot cards last night with her crazy deck but I didn't understand much, it was super confusing. oh and... with my cards now... i barely need the book anymore... i can just go with the flow which is super good. The book is still tho because sometimes w...

So i'm sure i look like an idiot now because my freak out post did somehow appear even tho when I tried to post it before, it just disappeared. Anywho, whoever commented probably told me so but ya I CAN'T SEE THE FREAKING COMMENTS. I"M TELLING YOU MAN Whatever, maybe it's fate's way of telling me to get my ass away from the computer and ENJOY LIFE. Ya because this is clearly driving me nuts. Today I may be going swimming again and later I am going to see Troy with Jess and then I'm gonna sleep over at her house. Tomorrow will be swimming again and then Sarah's party! AND the following day will be a big one, MY LIFEGUARD EXAM! all together now : AHHHHHH!!!! (keep commenting by the way, I get laur to read them to me ;)

You Missed it Early today I made a big long FREAK OUT post because my national lifeguard exam is on the 6th instead of the 13th but I really don't feel like going through the whole process again so just picture a lot of OMGs and AHHHHs. I might be going to stay at my friend Jess' tonight or she might be staying here, who knows? Last night I had a really good time at Marc's house with some other ppl. We played RISK and I actually didn't lose. When we left it, I was about to get 50 men in fact. Wow. It was fun and I met a cute dude named Ryan. I love meeting people who are both nice AND cute, it's the best ever. lol Alrighty well I'm gonna go just chillax for a while because all of today's swimming and walking has made me kinda tired.

Funny Stuff So I went today to register for my lifeguard requalification which was to be held on June 13th, but guess what? THAT ONE IS CANCELLED and the only (deep breathe) one that is available is JUNE 6th!!!! Do you know how soon that is, ya it's sunday, THIS freaking SUNDAY! (ok mindy relax) BUT THIS SUNDAY, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Gotta leave now to go practice my time swim, 24 laps in 14 minutes... hopefully doable even tho my knee is F*ed up. hehehe how about the 20 lb brick with the egg beater kick. hahahahah should be interesting with my gimpy knee. Man summer is not a good time to be stressed out, well there isn't really a Good time to be stressed out but summer is supposed to be the opposite of stressful, at least for me. Wish me some good luck :~)

Frustration So my computer is really messed up! Pop-ups everywhere even with those anti-pop-up programs and I can barely open things. My comments for instance, I can't read any of them. :( My msn too and here, I can hardly type this because things keep fucking up. OMG! Anyway, today I went to my doctor and I asked stuff about the pill. I wanted to know if it wasn't really being put to good use, whether it was better to go off and then back on or better to just stay on instead of stopping and starting. She said that the pill is like medicine and you shouldn't take medicine if you don't need it. SOo.. yep I'm gonna go off the pill at least until I really have a need to go back on AND you know what? I might even start to lose weight because ya... I'm pretty sure the pill makes me gain a little. So we'll see. Also, she told me something I never heard about. When you first start sleeping with someone, you are supposed to use a condom for 3 months... No one...