The night just may be my companion and solitude could very well be my guide but man, tonight I AM NOT FEELING THIS! So much excitement over the past few day that now when I have nothing to do, I feel so empty. I'm sure there are things I could think of to go and do but I'm just not motivated. It's funny because I always have a feeling that the 7th of each month will be good for me and I normally look forward to it, but this one is just meh. Hmm maybe I am going to go and try to plan out how I'll have my room for camp and what I'll entertain myself with all summer but then again maybe I'll just go to bed. What I really feel like doing is having my boyfriend pick me up in his car and we go driving to who cares where or I pick him up in my car because i bet I really like driving... Ok don't go getting your nickers in a bunch... I don't have a boyfriend :) But y'all watch out because sometime soon I will and he will be the best ever. Then everyone who tells me (or just thinks it in their heads) that I have horrible taste in guys will be mortified and proven wrong! Muhahahahaha!
Happy to cry...
Joan of Arcadia made me cry ... again... It was such an amazing episode. There were so many little things to catch and I prolly missed some. But the whole part how Judith made the guy memorize Hamlet for her (tragedy where leading female dies) and just as he is finished it, she herself dies. And how Joan can always keep a part of Judith with her and just so many things. That show is soo good to me because it is really moving and it makes you think (as well as cry if you are like me). I am happy to cry because I can actually feel something. Experiencing something through a television. Before I was thinking about what it would be like to be someone else with a different kind of life. It just feels like I am not feeling enough right now. I know I am actually experiencing a lot and to use the simile katie did, it is "just like the earth is always moving but we never feel it". But I want to feel it. It's like something is missing.
Lately I feel as if I have...
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