The Last Day of Summer

I want to see Corpse's Bride, surprise surprise. Maybe we are gonna go on Thursday, woo hoo! :D I have midterms coming up all this week and the next but after that, it should be smooth sailing for a while. I might go camping not this weekend, but the next. That would be really fun. I feel a little guilty because I am not seeing all of my friends as much as I would like too. School and stage two days a week is a little rough and I don't end up having that much time left over. Friends are important tho, I know, I guess I'm just not very good with managing my time. I hope everyone understands. I bought a Tori Amos cd today and it's pretty good. There is this song called Putting the Damage On that I like a lot. hmm I'm kinda hungry... I ate a slice of pizza at like 4 ish so now I don't wanna eat dinner. gah. I guess i'll eat a little something. maybe some soup... it was amazing last nite for some reason. maybe cuz I was sick. So ya... i'm gonna study tonight...

It's funny how even in my own personal blog I edit myself. I was going to say that I don't know where to begin or where to end. Everything is a, ok wait maybe not everything, but mostly everything, is a big giant mumble jumble. I feel all stressed out about a lot of things: School, my ability to handle stuff, money, working, myself and my competence as a functional person in society... It feels like I need to be spending time in a cabin right now and figuring stuff out... isolated from everything else. Not everyone but just everything going on. This is probably not the best way to handle things and at least not feasible for me right now anyways but man, what am i doing? It's clear to me that I somehow wanna make a difference and prolly work with some "troubled" kids but I don't know if I am getting there. Hell... i don't even know if I am sane enough to help other people through shit. On top of that... school seeems to be taking up SO much of my time...

To Boston for the weekend we go. I wonder what strange adventures await us.

You know you are happy when: You walk down the street smiling to yourself. I'm seeing Jacob tomorrow nite, w0ot wo0t! I haven't been this excited for a concert in a while. I'm seeing Chris tonight and I'm pretty sure that is gonna be awesome, I wish I could think of something kool to do tho. Whatever, I'll we'll figure it out. I finished reading the Celestine Prophecy on my way home from my stage today. I was actually walking and reading at the same time (which I don't really recommend). I don't know what to think now. The book kind of ends leaving you with an obligation. I believe the world could be a lot different (maybe not exactly like the book) so ya, I guess I do have to do whatever I can to help it become that way. I wonder if I will ever reach my goal of working for the United Nations. I believe I could do good in the world and I think that is what is most important for all of us. Hmm I'm going to return to the 20 hour movie Broken Saints , ...

I don't know whether to write this here or not. It feels kinda wrong to not address it but at the same time I'm not sure how much I want to talk about it. My granny has lung cancer... That's all I know so far, she goes to talk to the doctor on wednesday.

Time goes by so fast The Greenday/JEW/Anti-flag concert last nite was pretty good i have to say. Billy Joe is an excellent entertainer, one who even resorts to jerking himself off in front of thousands of people to please. The one and only complaint I have is that, once again, they did not play my goddamn song! How do you have two concerts and not play When I Come Around at either of them??? Nuit Blanche at La Ronde was equally amazing. There was so much energy that night. Oh ya, I forgot, last nite after the concert, EVERYONE was coming back home on the metro from the concert and it was awesome. We were all still going crazy and cheering. It was really awesome to see soooo many people all connecting in the same way. I dunno, for some reason it made me really happy. So yes, back to nuit blanche, it was really really fun. The company was the best thing Now for the only bad news I have. I went to my spanish class for the first time last friday and it was SOOOO shitty. Like super duper sh...