The Last Day of Summer

I think one of the things I desired most was to be a muse. I wanted to be loved and adored. I wanted to inspire. It was mostly males whom I wanted as an audience, but females weren't excluded. I had this idea of the type of person I wanted to be and it always had an ephemeral edge to it. I wanted to be a being not completely tethered to this world. I wanted to be otherworldly or magical in some way, always a little a bit apart from human society. Strangely beautiful, wild, unusual and the inspiration behind paintings, poems, and songs.

Tired of Trump Loving Shameless Excited for honeymoon Hopeful that all concussion symptoms will soon be gone Happy my cat is doing better Thankful my granny and aunt will look after him while we're gone Slowly getting better at ukulele Wanting to spice things up a bit Leaving to Paris so will get plenty of spice Contemplating having kids

Sometimes I'm tempted to remove blog posts that are not positive,do not reflect the good days, or make me feel like a complainer (i.e. my last post). Not every day has to be good though, and I'm allowed to complain sometimes. However, spring has arrived (sort of) and I have very little to complain about. I feel alive again and full of energy. I love that feeling. Waking up in the mornings is so much easier these days. Also, dun dun dun I'm getting married in June! It's been a shit ton of work, but I am really exciting and looking forward to it. I actually can't wait. Marriage and a honeymoon. Who would have thought? Funny how things change in life. Marriage was never something on my priority list. I'm so in it now though, I can't stop. :D I don't think I've ever organized or planned something of this magnitude before. Fingers crossed for good weather, a beautiful time with family and friends, and great pictures!