The Last Day of Summer

Many people would be proud of me for what i did last night. For the first time in my life, i ate seafood. I didn't just eat a little bit ... I didn't just try a shrimp... i went all out. I ate shrimp, calamari (that is the one thing i had tried before by accident because of Laurie's brother), crab meat, sushi and even some thing with tentacles... I think octopus. ya , that's right, I actually tried it all. it's only taken me what, 20 years? At one point it felt like i was on survivor tho... the tentacles were a bit much. So ya... i didn't really really really like much of what i tried but i can eat it. The one exception to this is crab meat.. OH MY GOD>>> it was soooo good! Anywho, i feel all proud because never in my life did i think that i could eat that. hahah Ya, so I've been having some pretty shitty days lately. The people that I fall for don't fall back or they do and then eventually it dies and the ones that do fall for me aren't o...

So long so long, it's been so long. there is so much to say and so little time to say it in. I miss people lots. Laur and Jess especially and of course Sarita (your letter is in the mail). god damn i'm slow wiht those. I meant to write Katie so many times. There is just no time for anything. I've only spoken with my granny like twice since i've been gone. it's nuts. I might actually get to go home this weekend. gah so much stuff but i can't really write about it. i need to have some good chats with my amigas. Kids are awesome, most anyways. I got two marriage proposals this week... i told them i was sorry but that I didn't want to go to jail. haha kids are soo funny. I swim the lake , there and back a few times a week. i should have some good muscles by the time i get home (not gross ones tho). OH and boy do i have a tan... for me I am like black. haha no no i am still the most honkie kid in town but for me i have a fairly nice tan. even my legs are gettin...