The Last Day of Summer

I love the my birthday is on the 7th of the month, but just this year I wish i could postpone it. My granny is going into surgery tomorrow (ya, i'm kinda scared about that), I feel swamped with school work and I am working at my stage on saturday. It's just not a convenient time for a birthday and even less so for a birthday party. I have soo many things that i've been wanting to post about but it will have to wait until december or something when I have more time.

So many things I want to one day do The other nite I went to a concert (western european art music) and I liked one piece a lot. It was called Ikarus (maybe you know the greek mythology behind that) and I think that one of the main reasons I liked it so much is because I got to see someone playing the harp. Oh man, there's always been something about the harp that draws me in and one day I would really love to learn how to play. I've heard it's hella hard and complicated but I don't care. I wanna learn. One of the other reasons I really liked this piece is because it was anything but boring. There was even a dude crinkling newspaper for effect. It was pretty intense as I'm sure the experience of your wings melting and you falling from the sky would be. It was awesome! I want to move to a spanish speaking country or do a semester in one. I really love the language for some strange reason. I know basic stuff but I can't speak or write in any other tenses besides...

I woke up this morning feeling really sad. I'm not sure why but I did. So i decided that maybe I needed some exercise. I haven't been doing much lately so I pulled out my yoga video. I did some yoga, ate some lunch and I feel soooo much better. Woo hoo endorphines. On wednesday I'm also going to try to start aquafitness. I'm not really sure what it is but I guess I'll find out. I've been studying for my social work midterm tomorrow but I don't feel like doing it anymore. I'm not even sure how he is going to ask us question. I hope it's not straight memorization stuff because then I will be in trouble for sure. I think I get the essence of the articles and the points tho so if it is just general stuff, I should be ok. I got lots of other stuff to read for school so I should get started. I kinda feel like taking a nap tho. But I won't because whenever I do, I wake up feeling more tired than before. This december I would really like to go on a tr...

It's [almost] Friday, I'm in love. Stage wasn't so bad today. My supervisor looked over the program I am in the midst of making and she really liked it. She got all excited and we had ideas flowing all over the place. It's crazy that I get to make a program about swimming, teach it to a group of girls and then lead a discussion afterwards. It's pretty awesome. I think the second have of the program is going to be all about self-expression. It's fun because I get to make it whatever I want so ya, of course there is gonna be poetry in it. heh only thing is, my group is french so i'm gonna have a little bit of trouble but whatever. By then they will know me and i'm sure they'll help me out when I don't know what I am saying... Free writing and expression and swimming.. pretty kool. Bet you would like to be in my group huh? ;) tonight I am going to a music concert at mcgill with john. It should be fun. I have a dilemma though... You see afterwards we...

Message from the Library Yep, so I handed in my political philosophy essay and then got to leave. There was no class. I had a huge debate with my self about whether to go home and skip my other two classes or to go to the library, do some research that i would have to do anyways, and just stay for the classes. I picked option two because I think it will be less work in the end. I'm sooo sleepy though, it would be nice to go home and to take a nap. My shoes are sooo squeaky when they get wet. I was walking through the halls and you could hear me coming from like a mile a way. I wonder how many people I know are going to Marc's little party tonight. It would be awesome to see people that I haven't seen in a while. This morning on the bus I saw Nadivia, a girl I went to elementary school with. We had an awesome chat... it was weird... it's as if we had been talking all this time. The conversation came really naturally. odd but kool. She told me that she had just moved bac...

ok that post was bothering me cuz i was just whining. blah blah blah let's start over, shall we? I had a pretty awesome weekend :D I'm super happy. I have to start writing again, it has been months since I've written a poem. I've thought about it a couple of times but I haven't sat down and actually wrote. I did however, write my 5-8 page essay this weekend. It's still in rough form but that is better than having nothing at all. It's 5 pages and a bit. That's the thing about philosophy that scares me tho, usually I am confident when i am finished an essay that I've made my point clearly and said enough within the pages I've written but ya, philosophy people in general seem to ramble on and on and I hope it isn't like 8 pages is better than 5. I mean 8 meaningful pages is alright but I don't have enough for 8 meaningful ones so hopefuly it is better to make the 5 that I do have meaningful. heh I'm gonna try to make chris read it anyw...

Ok there are like 8 more weeks of school this semester, I must be able to handle it. I think I just love the weekend too much. I hate when it's Monday, but then again, who doesn't? The thing is... when i start my career for real, I don't want to be hating mondays. Maybe there can be some reluctance because I had an amazing weekend, but I can't dread going to work or doing whatever I am doing. Not that I really dread my classes or my stage, it could be so much worse but still... I'm not exactly happy with it all. I think maybe it is this stage that is killing me, instead of doing the normal 15 hours a week of classes, I am doing closer to 30. Meh, at least it makes sense that it would be harder for me to have a job. I hate not having one actually, I feel like such a bum. But if I had one, I'd for sure have too much trouble balancing everything. Oye, maybe next semester when I am only taking social work classes. This december also... maybe i can start then. I th...