The Last Day of Summer

I'm leaving for Nova Scotia at 5 am tomorrow. :) I hope it will be amazing.

I'm going to Nova Scotia on Wednesday! I am sooooo excited!!! Woo Hoo!!! I'm on vacation until next tuesday. It's amazing. I've been sooo sick and working long hours and now it feels all the sweeter to be on vacation. WOoo Hooo! I'm going to have breakfast with Carlos and figure out the plan for Nova Scotia and then later i'm going to see a movie with my granny and my aunt. hehehe woo hoo. I'm also gonna take my lil cousin to La Ronde one day soon. Sunday or Monday, not sure which yet. Hopefully I'm fully better tho or else it won't be too fun. I think I should be tho. I'm having the crazy coughing fits today which usually means that my cold is almost done with. I start work and school again soon whcih I don't really want to think about right now. But who knows? Maybe it'll be a good semester. After this one, I will be half done my degree with only a year and a half to go. Fuck it's long tho. I've been in school fooor evvvvveeeee...

This morning was the worst ever. I wanted to cry. I went to throw something in the garbage and i saw fucking maggots. oh my gosh. I'm not sure if u can relate but I really really really dislike worms. Like i'm super creeped out by them and this was maggots... they are so squirmy and white and soo many and oh god. I don't know how they got there. I guess because I threw out fruit, but really, it hasn't been there long. I changed the garbage maybe 3 days before. Fucking maggots. So yeah, I threw up a little bit. We had to clean the garbage and on top of that there has been garbage bags in my fire escape for god knows how long. Maybe since before I moved here. And well.. I decided that maybe they had something to do with the maggots. so i cleaned it all. OMFG seriously.. the smell.. i dont think i'll ever get it out of the back of my throat. It was like used condom smell. I dunno if u know that smell or how I can describe it.. but well lets just say that I puked a lil ...

This weekend had so many ups and downs, it was rediculous. Let me see how I can tell the story in short form. Umm Friday, well i can't remember Friday so I guess it wasn't that important. Saturday I woke up at my boyfriend's and helped paint his parent's house because they are going to sell it. I put some paint on his nose, that was actually the best part of my whole weekend I think. After that I went home to get ready and have dinner with my friends. The dinner was awesome actually. That's another highlight. We talked about lots of kool stuff. Girl talks kick ass. After that our little friend foursome went to a club where our friend works. It was an alright club but i felt freaking old again. Lots of 16 years olds in that club. But it has a terasse under the stars and that made it better. We danced a bit. Wow this isn't so short after all. We danced a bit. Then my boyfriend called because his car died, cuz he was giving a lift to really big guys and his exhaust...

I feel really old. Like I'm passed my prime. I missed all the time to be goofy and fool around and now I have to be all serious. I missed it man. I feel oooolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd! I think it's cuz I work with kids and my helpers who are like 16 and 17. but shit, I really do feel old. And there is soo much stuff I wanna do while I am still young. But i don't even feel young anymore. seriously wtf..