The Last Day of Summer

Happy Halloween Halloween is so exciting. I went to school today and such a bunch of people dressed up. I was pretty sad because I didn't have a costume... :*( I really wanted to be a vampire for halloween but maybe next year. I'm supposed to work but I told them I couldn't and I'm not going to. I think I am going to go stay at Sarah house and we are gonna watch a bunch of movies. I wanted to go out first tonight and look at the houses a bit, all the decorations and stuff. Yay! Halloween is the best. Maybe I will try to dress up to go to Sarah's. Melissa and Sarah are going to see how much of a baby I am. I'm gonna try to doing something else while they are watching the really scary ones wannnh. Something important to me about Halloween is spirituality. yes, especially since Halloween is supposed to be my New Year. I'm not sure what exactly to do for the spiritual side of things tonight. What can I do? I know working will not help. I AM NOT WORKING...

Can't Wait When I get to work only 3 shifts a week, I will be very happy. I told them I could only do three and I was supposed to do 5 last week and they are making me do 4 this week. As I said before, I DON't WAnt to work on Halloween. Tonight I'm going to say "look i told you I only wanted 3 shifts... i should not have to work friday". They'll prolly make me anyways but I'm going to quit next week if they give me more than 3 shifts. Besides work, school is stressing me out really bad. Freaking mid-term exams and papers are driving me nuts. I would be fine if it wasn't for developmental psychology and the teacher dumping like a million assignments on the class. Insanity. I had something more important to talk about and I thought of it last night in my room before I went to sleep but since I have alzheimers... i can't remember what it was. I had like a million weird dreams last night so that is also maybe why i forget. I dreamt that I went s...

Long Time No Post I think that I may have to seriously work on Halloween. :( The only way I can get the night off is if I call the restaurant tomorrow and can find a cashier willing to take my place. Good luck for me. I really hope though. I have about six different option for what to do on halloween and I want to do each and everyone except for work of course. I have saturday and sunday off at least but still... halloween. Next friday is my bday so I had better get that off. Wow so come friday, it will be my last week of being 18. I don't like thinking of it in terms of that but maybe that is the only way to make myself do something really memory so one day I can say "Well when i was 18 blah blah". My eyes are starting to bother me, I've been wearing my contacts all day. Guess I'm gonna go now and solve that problem. I GET TO WATCH THE OC TOMORROW!!! I"m soooo excited!

A Waste of Time I want to enjoy myself. Lately it feels as if homework is just a waste of time. I know that I have to get it done and that it is important if I wanna get the grades that I do... but man. I don't have time. I would rather go out and watch a movie than stay home and work on a psychology project. I mean really... I have to go to work in less than 45 minutes and I hardly got any homework done today. It is impart because my little cousin came over but still. I have to go to Laur tomorrow and work on our oral, then go to work so when am I gonna have time to go out and have some fun? Plus how am I supposed to get all my homework done. Arrrggg it is really aggravating. I have to go get ready for work now. :(

I want to find him.

Good to Know People actually really care about me or they at least do an excellent job of pretending. hahah I will go with the first though. So many people tried to help me out after what happened, including the other two managers at the restaurant. Dominique was so super nice and I am glad that I am closing with him this weekend. Jeannot also. Biggest thanks do, of course, go to Laur , who stayed with me until I had to close. :) Also thanks to Sarah and Melissa and Paul and everyone who showed they cared even in a little way. It is good to know that I have people that I can turn to when shit like that happens. Everyone at work was giving me their numbers in case anything happened and blah blah, it made me feel better. Still, I'm glad I didn't have to work today. I got all of 5 hours of sleep last night and I'm pretty behind on my school work. You know me, right? I can't have that so guess what I have to do this weekend on top or working? YEp! homework... eww THE O...

Anything to injure the Innocent I am sooo tired of it... I can't stand it anymore. I don't know what I am gonna do. Everywhere I do, all of the people I meet... I am so upset. I was working today at st. hubert and everything was going super well. I was actually having an okay time, I made some money in tips... you know, everything was chill. THEN god i wish someone was online who I could talk to but no i'm all alone just like when it happens... when I am all alone. It is funny because I was even talking about it today with Sarah and her friend Melissa. right so what happened? I'm sure you could have guess by now. One of the livraison guys (delivery) hit on me. He is fucking 40 years old and stuff. He told me that he is going to take me some place with him just to get away. Does he really think I'd wanna go away with him, I would rather GET away from him. God dammit. So right that wasn't so bad. Not like he actually did anything. There was this one other livr...

hmmm My subject for this post is an indication that I do not know what to talk about. I haven't posted in a while though so I figured I should. How about the new layout, is it me? Or did you all like the old one better. Hahah who am I talking to, I make it sound like a million people come to my humble site when really hardly anyone does. Oh well, the ones who matter do so i guess that is all that is important. I have to work tomorrow... argg. I spent all day today trying to get homework done and I haven't even done that much. I have to get back to that soon. I hope that Laur is having a good second shift at work. Her first one was not so great. It was soooo busy on saturday. Oh yeah... speaking of it being so busy. I had to work all alone on my second shift. Lucky Julie was being a waitress so I ran to her often for help. She is so nice that girl, like really really. Hahah she always messes up my name so she has just decided to call me. Memi... it's funny. Sounds like ...

Astonished I had a really good night at work today! Woo hoo. I actually made tips working as cashier. One dude gave me 3 bucks, he was like : Je sais que j'exaggere mais...". My heart almost stopped when i realized it was all for me. wow. That was super nice of him. I guess he felt some compassion for me since I'm freaking out most of the time. The girl who was watching me today (i would say my trainer but it makes me sound like a poodle or some other breed of dog) was the best ever. Julie is my new hero. She always like helps when I need it and like gets me to chill out which is what I need to do. so yay I'm happy about tonight. I have a crazy week coming up though this week. I work tomorrow night and then I don't think I work sunday but next weekn I am doing 5 shifts. Insanity. I hope i can get a lot of school work done this, well tomorrow, because I am schedule to work Mon, Tue, Wed, Fri and Sat. & hour shifts all from 5 - ~12pm. Good bye to doing homew...

OK, so I'm still breathing. I worked again last night from about 5pm o'clock to 1 something am. Hahahah it is pretty insane and I didn't go to my first class today because I would have had to wake up at 7 am. It's the first one I've missed, I had my homework done, and I got about 94% on the exam so I think I'll be alright. Anywho back to talking about work... The shifts at work are either from 10:45 till 5 or 5 will supposedly 11:30 but it takes longer than that to close your cash and count everything and make sure it all adds up. I have to remember so so many thing. I'm terrified of when my training will be done and I will have to do everything on my own. ACK! I think that I am going to stay there anyways because mostly everyone is nice and I kinda like some of the stuff that I have to do. So I'm trying to decide what days I should work on... I dunno wanna have to work ALLL weekend. So i'm not sure... I think that I have to do at least 3 shifts...

Kill Me! Oh my gosh... i feel so shitty. Training lasted from 10:45 till about 5:55... My feet are killing me because I had to wear heels all day since i don't have all black running shoes. I have to go back and work tomorrow from about 5pm till like 11:30 or 12pm. I cannot work everyday if that is what they are expecting; I still have school to balance and time to myself. Shit man... It was so stressing. I not only do that cash but I have to balance all the money the cashiers give me, the livraison people and get the managers to sign things plus I have to answer the phone when it rings and open the cash and close it and i have to check that there is enough things in stock, check the bathrooms, seat people at tables if i have nothing to do AND learn how to make drinks and wash glasses and I could just go on and on. The girl who trained me has been working there over a year and does not go to school so maybe (hopefully) she just showed me way more than i have to go. Dear God I h...

Employed Yesterday I applied for a job at St. Huberts. I wanted to be cashier in later hopes that they'll also train me as a waitress. I got the call for an interview today at 2 pm. The interview lasted all of 7 minutes, if that, and I start training tomorrow at 10:45 ;) Wow it all happened so quickly. My interview was in french because my boss is french and we have the same last name. har har Only hers ends with a t, not two ts and an e like mine. I hope this is going to be a good job. I was so excited that I didn't even think to ask what my salary is going to be so I will have to ask tomorrow. I'm normally really worried about my french but it came out fine today. This will probably be an opportunity to at least improve my french if nothing else.

A New Day I feel different yet again today. I feel ready; ready to get a job, to get my liscence, to join a gym, and maybe even ready enough to really fall in love. It is a really invigorating feeling and I do not want it to leave. I'm going to go and give out a few resumes today; if I do not get hired at Blockbuster then I think I would like to try my hand at being a waitress. If I am really going to spend a year after university in the Bahamas then I'll need some experience. It would be amazing to work at a restaurant on the beach and then to be able to spend my time at the beach in the water or tanning when I am not working. Just amazing. No pressures, care free; soulseaching time. I feel so weightless but when I think of all the school work I have for this weekend it kind of brings the feeling down, oh well, I just have to get it done and that is that. My granny is home for the weekend and it is great! It is so nice to walk down the hall and then to see her. Yay! So ...

Just like I wanted I'm going to Jessica's tonight and guess what we are gonna do? We are gonna go to the gym! I've been wanting to join a gym for a while. So we are gonna work out for maybe 2 hours doing whatever programs are happening and then we are gonna go swimming and then to the hottub. Woo hoo sounds like fun. I'm gonna watch the Italian Job at her house also tomorrow. yay! Today was such a different day. It didn't feel like I was myself but it did not feel bad... not bad at all. I saw Charles on my way home. He is going into communications later at vanier where he already goes. That's pretty groovy. I am happy.

Just a Question (alright maybe two) Why is it people feel the need to listen to their discmans or whatever so loud that everyone else can sort of hear what they are listening to? What is the point? If you are just listening to it for youself it definetely does not have to be that loud. Actually, unless you are deaf it must actually be uncomfortable to have it that loud. It aggravates me... it especially did today. Some dude was listening to like belly-dancing music (sorry I don't know the proper name) and like it was so loud but still I couldn't exactly hear it properly so all it sounded like was misquitos being killed in those bug zappers. It was really awful to listen to for the whole bus ride and I will blame my head ache on that. If you want other people to listen to your music, you should at least have the respect to ask them if they want to. I definetely did not want to hear that the whole bus ride and it was rude and every so annoying. I watched Interview with...

Forever and a day I was dying to post when I couldn't get into my blogger and now that I can post, I'm not sure what to write about. Alright here we go: Forever and a day, that is really a beautiful statement to me. Because promising forever to someone just seems a little ordinary and usual but promising forever and a day kind of adds a new dimension to it. It is promising even beyong forever. I'm not sure if I believe in promising anyone anything close to forever because how can you ever be that sure? Maybe this is because I have yet to experience a love that I feel could really last and satisfy me forever. Here's hoping that one does exist though. Ok now besides liking that lyric from Always by Bon Jovi, I am kind of scaring myself. Instead of bothering to write clever and beautiful things myself, I am just using stuff from other people. That's kind of sad and pathetic in my view but I guess if someone else said it better, why not? I want to continue writin...

The Return The O.C. comes back on October 29th and 9 pm, that's all I wanted to jot down. ;) STAND UP: You are a natural stand-up comedian. You watch the news with people, and when you give your opinions, people start laughing. They are not laughing at you, they are laughing because what you say is so TRUE. The world is a very funny place, full of natural comedy. All you do is repeat various humorous things that you notice from everyday life. Your unique perspective on the world is what makes you so funny. Of all the various comedy types, you may be the funniest of them all! PREMIUM COMEDY OF YOUR TYPE IS WELCOMED AT: http://pub98.ezboard.com/bkickbanned How funny are you? brought to you by Quizilla Sure... that sounds just like me, doesn't it? (har har) Protector The ULTIMATE personality test brought to you by Quizilla I wonder if this one rings a little truer?

Finally I couldn't get into my blogger, hotmail account, or proquest for ages. I was getting sooo frustrated. All I wanted to write about today was a man I saw in the metro. He was playing the piano at lionel grouxl and I wanted to give him all the change in the world. He was really talented and at first I even wondered if it was really him playing. He made me want to dance right then and there in the metro, infront of all those people. I've only taking one social dance class so I don't imagine it would have been anything to special but still, I've never felt such an urge. I was by myself though and I wasn't about to start dancing all alone. He was so good and I was really upset that I didn't have any change on me because I for sure would have given it to him. I really want to take more dancing classes. I love it. That's about the biggest inspiring event that happened to me today. My french oral with is now over with so I can relax a little more. T...

Pizza Tonight I have to stay home today because my aunt and great grandmother are going to visit my granny. I have to dog-sit again because Sherri will get really sick if she is left alone. Anywho Sarah and possibly Melissa are going to come over to keep me company and we are gonna eat pizza. Nice! I love pizza... one day i will turn into Pizza Head. I don't know if any of you remember that commercial where bad things would always happen to poor mr Pizza head? I must sound a little psychotic if you do not know what I am talking about. Last night I watched some pretty good movies at Paul's. I didn't get to watch all of Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas so I will just have to try again another time. Every movie I get into at his house, I never get to see the last minute or two of it. Normally it would be ok but the movies are always that ones where the whole story comes together in the end, namely Fight Club and last night it was Pulp Fiction. Meh i was kind of zoning in...

Ohh Fridays!!! I am really starting to love my fridays. Too early in the weekend to think about assignments due next week and just perfect timing for fun and relaxation. Fridays are the greatest! Laur lent me her webcam so I was just having fun with that after my shower. Now I have to get ready to go to Paul's house because we are doing this movie marathon idea. I am happy because I'm gonna get to see Johnny Depp. Wow I can't believe he is 40 and has a child. Lily-Rose... kinda kool name if you ask me. I wouldn't mind seeing a vampire movie also but Johnny should be good enough. My little poetry section is back up along with my cam picture. muhahahah Oh yeah... some dude left a business card in our locker (Katie and I) and there was writing on it that said I've been noticing you, call me, or at least something along those lines. Wonder who that was directed to. I doubt I'll call, my friend Sarah tried but she got an answering machine Wahahahhaha

Allo My name is MinDAY! I laugh.. HOOOOOOOOOOOOON HOOOOOON!! Laughing makes you smile :D My bestest friend is LAUR we love LAUR ! ... are you a stranger?!?!?!?!?

For what Reason? I took the 138 bus to school today and instead of going to get it at the stop i normally go to, I went by my old apartment and got the bus at a stop sooner. I was listening to my walkman and looking at the bus schedule to see how much sooner the bus came to that stop, and who do I see? My mother is who I see. My stomach did a veritable flip and I thought for sure she'd see me. She was on the same side of the street, only at the corner... I'd say about 7 or 8 ft in front of me. Why do I continue to see her? Obviously I realize she must live around here or something but is there a real reason why? There wasn't anything I could do either besides turn around because if I ran to the next bus stop I'd of missed the bus for sure. I'm so surprised she didn't notice me... what would I have done? I just can't seem to get enough of these quizzes, what gem would you be? ! You are most Like A Sapphire ! Dark, mysterious - but unforgettable. Y...