Sometimes I wonder what the fuck I am doing becoming a social worker. Maybe I'm then one who needs to actually see one. I'm not sure if it's getting worse but I feel pretty nervous sometimes and also I can be sooo shy. I really hate it and it makes me wonder if I'll be any good as a social worker. Probably not all social workers have to go out and advocate and lead group discussions and volunteer efforts but wow, I have to choose a stage soon and a lot of them require that. I wonder what I will get. Last time I went for my placement interview, the lady said I looked So so young and so she didn't know where to put me. Oy. Well we'll see I guess. I have my interview for next years placement on thursday. It's like 400 hours or something... crazy. I hope I get somewhere that I will fit in and be able to do good stuff. Man why am i always thinking and worrying and blah blah. AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Man i'm so grumpy now. I was going to go to my dancing thingy tonight but I really just feel like crawling under my covers and hiding (and watching the oc) . Bad me, yes I know. I had my stats mid term today. I'm pretty upset about it. I studied so much and did so much work for that test and it was the easiest questions ever. SO much wasted time. Like the questions were things I was already answering in highschool, simple standard deviation and z scores and like mean and median. Ok well some stuff was mildly tougher but still. And the thing is, I totally fucked it up anyways. I knew it all but ok... let's start from the beginning. I was on time to get my bus but it got every fucking red light possible and went SOOO slow that i ended up being 5 minutes late for class. Then i was reading the question and I missed the one had lots of parts so I thought I had so much more time then I actually did. And so I was answering the questions and then realized I had no time and tried t...
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