For about the past 2-3 years I have wished consecutively to fall in love; every birthday wish, every 11:11 make a wish, every shooting star, every turkey bone (when i got the bigger piece), every everything (and I really mean without fail). I thought maybe it finally happened after wanting and wishing for it for so long and now that I think maybe it didn't, it's just so much worse. enough with the wishes. It leads to this big expectation that isn't fair in the first place and it's going to kill me. And that's all i have to say for tonight.
Man i'm so grumpy now. I was going to go to my dancing thingy tonight but I really just feel like crawling under my covers and hiding (and watching the oc) . Bad me, yes I know. I had my stats mid term today. I'm pretty upset about it. I studied so much and did so much work for that test and it was the easiest questions ever. SO much wasted time. Like the questions were things I was already answering in highschool, simple standard deviation and z scores and like mean and median. Ok well some stuff was mildly tougher but still. And the thing is, I totally fucked it up anyways. I knew it all but ok... let's start from the beginning. I was on time to get my bus but it got every fucking red light possible and went SOOO slow that i ended up being 5 minutes late for class. Then i was reading the question and I missed the one had lots of parts so I thought I had so much more time then I actually did. And so I was answering the questions and then realized I had no time and tried t...
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