Listening to "Sometimes You Can't Make it on Your Own" by U2.
I've been listening to this over and over for a while now, such a good song.
Joan was good tonight (as usual-- I can't wait to get the season on tv) and the song actually freaking played at the end of the episode. I like that show for so many reasons but I think i found another one tonight. I dunno if Joan is like the typical teenager and that's why but man she reminds me of myself (at least tonight she really did). Too bad I caved where she didn't, but we all make our own decisions. I am happy where I am now so I guess it doesn't matter anymore.
Tonight was my uncle's little bday party. I bought him another shirt for a present, heh lately I really like buying him clothes. I hung out with my cousin for most of the night. I started off by thinking what a terrible brat he was but then of course he won me over. It's completely not his fault that he is bratty but I just hope his good qualities will end up overriding his bad. I'm so anxious to see what he will be like when he grows up a little more. Awesome kid tho I must say, a real little comedian.
My greatgrandmother is another case but I don't really feel like getting into it.
For once I feel as if I can control the mood of my night and I'm choosing to not let it go toward the dwelling and sadder side, I just feel like relaxing and enjoying the fact that ALL NEXT WEEK I HAVE NO SCHOOL!. w0ot wo0t! I have a lot of reading too do but some of the stuff I am actually looking forward to reading. Plus, hopefully I won't feel so rushed and I can actually take my time and enjoy myself with other things. Only problem is: I have a lot of things to schedule into my break. I wanna see Jess, get all my school reading done + study for my last midterm on african history, see Melissa and Sarah, see Laurie, go out thursday night to mckibbons and to the bash that marc is throwing, Of course I wanna see Jesse as much as possible heh, I wanna also have a day to just like clean my room, meditate, read something that isn't for school and just like reflect on everything... hmm what else, there was other things I was gonna fit into the week, not that what I have planned isn't already enough. Laur wants me to go somewhere friday also but I'm not sure yet and well saturday and sunday both this and the next, I work. OK well i'll stop there before I overwhelm myself but I know there is other stuff. OH ya I also HAVE TO HAVE TO see Katie and eat cookie dough, that is like a must.
right-o well i'm going to return to watch 3rd watch even tho i've missed like half of it now and then maybe later im gonna read or just sleep... who knows. I only work at 3 tomororw so it doens't really matter.
YAY A WEEK OFF!
* Already thought of something I forgot. I have to see Diego some time also. AND I wanna do something with the four of us (jesse marc katie and me)
I've been listening to this over and over for a while now, such a good song.
Joan was good tonight (as usual-- I can't wait to get the season on tv) and the song actually freaking played at the end of the episode. I like that show for so many reasons but I think i found another one tonight. I dunno if Joan is like the typical teenager and that's why but man she reminds me of myself (at least tonight she really did). Too bad I caved where she didn't, but we all make our own decisions. I am happy where I am now so I guess it doesn't matter anymore.
Tonight was my uncle's little bday party. I bought him another shirt for a present, heh lately I really like buying him clothes. I hung out with my cousin for most of the night. I started off by thinking what a terrible brat he was but then of course he won me over. It's completely not his fault that he is bratty but I just hope his good qualities will end up overriding his bad. I'm so anxious to see what he will be like when he grows up a little more. Awesome kid tho I must say, a real little comedian.
My greatgrandmother is another case but I don't really feel like getting into it.
For once I feel as if I can control the mood of my night and I'm choosing to not let it go toward the dwelling and sadder side, I just feel like relaxing and enjoying the fact that ALL NEXT WEEK I HAVE NO SCHOOL!. w0ot wo0t! I have a lot of reading too do but some of the stuff I am actually looking forward to reading. Plus, hopefully I won't feel so rushed and I can actually take my time and enjoy myself with other things. Only problem is: I have a lot of things to schedule into my break. I wanna see Jess, get all my school reading done + study for my last midterm on african history, see Melissa and Sarah, see Laurie, go out thursday night to mckibbons and to the bash that marc is throwing, Of course I wanna see Jesse as much as possible heh, I wanna also have a day to just like clean my room, meditate, read something that isn't for school and just like reflect on everything... hmm what else, there was other things I was gonna fit into the week, not that what I have planned isn't already enough. Laur wants me to go somewhere friday also but I'm not sure yet and well saturday and sunday both this and the next, I work. OK well i'll stop there before I overwhelm myself but I know there is other stuff. OH ya I also HAVE TO HAVE TO see Katie and eat cookie dough, that is like a must.
right-o well i'm going to return to watch 3rd watch even tho i've missed like half of it now and then maybe later im gonna read or just sleep... who knows. I only work at 3 tomororw so it doens't really matter.
YAY A WEEK OFF!
* Already thought of something I forgot. I have to see Diego some time also. AND I wanna do something with the four of us (jesse marc katie and me)
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