so much got lost:

''...Great souls have wills; feeble ones have only wishes...''




elated

a small chance

sooo much potential

happily ever after-after all?

.

pause, take a breath.

hope rushes so easily to the surface




It's a lie, it's a lie.





Universality


Every loss is beautiful
All tragedy and emotion
Displayed

Joy and sorrow
Lend themselves to more
To feeling something

We are nothing
And continue to be so
Unless we let ourselves feel

Every single experience
Should be craddled,
Thought upon, and savoured

Our emotions are all that matter
Taste the hope and the despair
Let it move you to become more

Let your joy and your pain free
Allow them to guide your actions
Do not hold back

Emotions are what speak to people
What keep us all connected
The means for one person to become
All people



I look back at older posts or older journals and I get scared. So much was different and yet, so much stays the same. You learn things, you make mistakes, but what if you are doomed to repeat your same mistakes over and over again. What does it take to ensure that you are not doing that? Is it faith? Because I must have faith that this time things will be different, both relationship and career-wise, but what if I am wrong? What if I end up in the same place? Then the third time will definitely be the charm says the positive voice in my head.

Every day I think we should evaluate whether we are happy or not. If we are happy we should remember it and cherish it. If we are not, we should always asks ourselves why not and what we can do to change that.