Wow, my neck is really sore. I can't turn it properly from side to side :(
I moved/cleaned for about 6-7 hours yesterday. That was the last of it (besides a few bags that we have left to donate) and I never want to move again ever in my life. I still can't get over the fact that my boyfriend didn't even help. He actually sat on the couch and watched us carry everything. I mean cmon, who does that? We aren't talking now so who the fuck knows what's going on. I have an exam on Thursday and I just want to direct all my energy towards that. Plus this poster presentation I have... It just sucks because whenever things are not calm at home for me, I can't focus properly. It's weird though because I never used to be like that. I think I started excelling in school because it was easier for me to dive into that than to deal with the shit going on, but now I can't do it all all. I barely even slept last night. I couldn't, so I just got up in the middle of the night and listening to music. And cried. This whole weekend... i've never had such mixed feelings in my life. Anger, love, sadness, frustration, hope, fear, aggression. My eyes are all freaking puffy today and I'm tired.
I don't even know if Jack Johnson is going to help me today. On the plus side, someone e-mailed Sarah about taking out old apartment. So that would be one less thing to stress about.
I moved/cleaned for about 6-7 hours yesterday. That was the last of it (besides a few bags that we have left to donate) and I never want to move again ever in my life. I still can't get over the fact that my boyfriend didn't even help. He actually sat on the couch and watched us carry everything. I mean cmon, who does that? We aren't talking now so who the fuck knows what's going on. I have an exam on Thursday and I just want to direct all my energy towards that. Plus this poster presentation I have... It just sucks because whenever things are not calm at home for me, I can't focus properly. It's weird though because I never used to be like that. I think I started excelling in school because it was easier for me to dive into that than to deal with the shit going on, but now I can't do it all all. I barely even slept last night. I couldn't, so I just got up in the middle of the night and listening to music. And cried. This whole weekend... i've never had such mixed feelings in my life. Anger, love, sadness, frustration, hope, fear, aggression. My eyes are all freaking puffy today and I'm tired.
I don't even know if Jack Johnson is going to help me today. On the plus side, someone e-mailed Sarah about taking out old apartment. So that would be one less thing to stress about.
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