I think that I want a weekend to myself. I want to be alone to read, to meditate, and to see if I still feel like a witch at heart. I think that I will always be, it's just that I let so much come in between me and my spiritual goals. It's a fault that I am not sure how to correct. I feel very connected to something most of the time. I think I am a lot more connected (or at least more aware) than most people, I just never devote my time like I should. Lately I have seriously been doing nothing. I mean I have been going to school and working. But in my spare time I could accomplish so much and yet I don't. I guess that will be the goal for this Christmas vacation. Retrace my roots. Get in touch with my soul. I am also going to learn to play guitar.
Man i'm so grumpy now. I was going to go to my dancing thingy tonight but I really just feel like crawling under my covers and hiding (and watching the oc) . Bad me, yes I know. I had my stats mid term today. I'm pretty upset about it. I studied so much and did so much work for that test and it was the easiest questions ever. SO much wasted time. Like the questions were things I was already answering in highschool, simple standard deviation and z scores and like mean and median. Ok well some stuff was mildly tougher but still. And the thing is, I totally fucked it up anyways. I knew it all but ok... let's start from the beginning. I was on time to get my bus but it got every fucking red light possible and went SOOO slow that i ended up being 5 minutes late for class. Then i was reading the question and I missed the one had lots of parts so I thought I had so much more time then I actually did. And so I was answering the questions and then realized I had no time and tried t...
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