I think that I want a weekend to myself. I want to be alone to read, to meditate, and to see if I still feel like a witch at heart. I think that I will always be, it's just that I let so much come in between me and my spiritual goals. It's a fault that I am not sure how to correct. I feel very connected to something most of the time. I think I am a lot more connected (or at least more aware) than most people, I just never devote my time like I should. Lately I have seriously been doing nothing. I mean I have been going to school and working. But in my spare time I could accomplish so much and yet I don't. I guess that will be the goal for this Christmas vacation. Retrace my roots. Get in touch with my soul. I am also going to learn to play guitar.
Happy to cry...
Joan of Arcadia made me cry ... again... It was such an amazing episode. There were so many little things to catch and I prolly missed some. But the whole part how Judith made the guy memorize Hamlet for her (tragedy where leading female dies) and just as he is finished it, she herself dies. And how Joan can always keep a part of Judith with her and just so many things. That show is soo good to me because it is really moving and it makes you think (as well as cry if you are like me). I am happy to cry because I can actually feel something. Experiencing something through a television. Before I was thinking about what it would be like to be someone else with a different kind of life. It just feels like I am not feeling enough right now. I know I am actually experiencing a lot and to use the simile katie did, it is "just like the earth is always moving but we never feel it". But I want to feel it. It's like something is missing.
Lately I feel as if I have...
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