This morning was the worst ever. I wanted to cry. I went to throw something in the garbage and i saw fucking maggots. oh my gosh. I'm not sure if u can relate but I really really really dislike worms. Like i'm super creeped out by them and this was maggots... they are so squirmy and white and soo many and oh god. I don't know how they got there. I guess because I threw out fruit, but really, it hasn't been there long. I changed the garbage maybe 3 days before. Fucking maggots. So yeah, I threw up a little bit. We had to clean the garbage and on top of that there has been garbage bags in my fire escape for god knows how long. Maybe since before I moved here. And well.. I decided that maybe they had something to do with the maggots. so i cleaned it all. OMFG seriously.. the smell.. i dont think i'll ever get it out of the back of my throat. It was like used condom smell. I dunno if u know that smell or how I can describe it.. but well lets just say that I puked a lil more. Worst morning ever!!! THere were bugs as well and through one of the bags I could see a box of condoms. holy god. It's all clean now but really omg. If someone puts garbage there again I will personally stab them. shit man. Okay im feeling sick all over again writing about this.
Man i'm so grumpy now. I was going to go to my dancing thingy tonight but I really just feel like crawling under my covers and hiding (and watching the oc) . Bad me, yes I know. I had my stats mid term today. I'm pretty upset about it. I studied so much and did so much work for that test and it was the easiest questions ever. SO much wasted time. Like the questions were things I was already answering in highschool, simple standard deviation and z scores and like mean and median. Ok well some stuff was mildly tougher but still. And the thing is, I totally fucked it up anyways. I knew it all but ok... let's start from the beginning. I was on time to get my bus but it got every fucking red light possible and went SOOO slow that i ended up being 5 minutes late for class. Then i was reading the question and I missed the one had lots of parts so I thought I had so much more time then I actually did. And so I was answering the questions and then realized I had no time and tried t...
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Feeling good sweety?
umm these days overall i'm feeling really good. just right now I am sick and it's not fun because i'm working looooong hours. How r u doing?