I used to be a lot happier on my own. I got accustomed to being with other people all the time and now I don't know how to be happy by myself anymore. I've started to read the Golden Compass and it's amazing so far.. but it feels like I'm waiting for someone to come and chill with me. I don't know what it is. Maybe I just miss hanging out with a big group of people all the time, like in high school. I don't know what's going on with me. I think i have to do more social things. I barely did anything with my time all weekend. I saw my family and that was great but besides that I spent a lot of my time waiting for someone who I'm not even sure was worth waiting for. Well I will be sure to go out and do something fun in the coming weekend. :) Right now I'm gonna go take a bubble bath and continue with my book. It's really well written, it's like I'm in the story already. I love books like that.
Man i'm so grumpy now. I was going to go to my dancing thingy tonight but I really just feel like crawling under my covers and hiding (and watching the oc) . Bad me, yes I know. I had my stats mid term today. I'm pretty upset about it. I studied so much and did so much work for that test and it was the easiest questions ever. SO much wasted time. Like the questions were things I was already answering in highschool, simple standard deviation and z scores and like mean and median. Ok well some stuff was mildly tougher but still. And the thing is, I totally fucked it up anyways. I knew it all but ok... let's start from the beginning. I was on time to get my bus but it got every fucking red light possible and went SOOO slow that i ended up being 5 minutes late for class. Then i was reading the question and I missed the one had lots of parts so I thought I had so much more time then I actually did. And so I was answering the questions and then realized I had no time and tried t...
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