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I just want to rant a little bit. Not to anyone in particular but just for my own sanity.
Ok so i was dishes and he was laundry. There are sooo many piles of laundry around that I want to scream. I have always done the dishes. Now he isn't even rinsing his food off like not at all. There has been a plate of pasta sitting on the kitchen table for days. Along with dishes he feeds Hoju with all over the bloody floor. He hasn't bought Hoju food yet and he is just feeding him my food. Like my rice. I mean I don't mind, but I know he isn't going to replace it. He hasn't paid any of the bills... which some are way overdue.. and why should he? He is not in a rush... they are all under my name anyways. He told me the other nite I better not end up with like a super responsible, always bills paid and records kept kinda guy... but fuck... it has to be better than this. last nite he was supposed to be working and he was just sprawled on the couch on my laptop. I wanted some friends over and he didn't even volunter to go in the other room... just kept watching fucking football. thank god i have this place to myself tonight... at least until 10. I think that I am going to lose it. We aren't even together anymore and I still have to deal with this shit. I would just pay all the bills myself but he already owes me over 400 dollars... who knows when i will see that... so i don't wanna add more to it. fuck i'm so aggravated!Can't wait , can't wait. to live on my own!. to live with sarah. it is going to be so much better. so so so much. well it better be. and why is school piling on the work sooo much on the first few days. I'm getting stressed out. arrrg!!!!
well tomorrow should be okay... one class and two shifts... then home. thank god.

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Anonymous said…
it will be better.. you'll see..
5:10 pm
Mindy said…
i really hope so!
8:52 am
Anonymous said…
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10:29 am
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