I just spent about an hour (give or take) playing the keyboard. It's so funny what a big effort I have to make to learn it. It's kind of like I read in the book why children fail, a good way to understand what children are going through when they are trying to read and write, is to learn to play an instrument or learn more difficult stuff if you already do play an instrument. You can understand the frustration and stuff when you are trying to read music and having to go over it again and again... then (again), maybe that is just me. I can finally play Jingle Bells amost 100% successfully with both hands at the same time. heh, ya that's right. For me this is a big accomplishment. It is hard for me to tell my right hand to do something and then tell my left hand to do something different all at the same time. Anywho, my hands feel all funny now. I should practice playing WAY more often, maybe I could actually become good (after many years that is). I also have to get my guitare fixed before camp, I plan to learn a bit of how to play it this summer. The thing is, it would probably be a good idea to just stick with one instrument and to get good at it. But that's how I am with life, get to know a little about everything and not all whole lot about any thing. meh... i'm fickle like that I guess. Besides, i've wanted my whole life to learn to play the harp so maybe it would be good to just learn a bit of everything else and then one day decide to dedicate my musical time all to the harp. ya... ok i sound nutty. Anyways, I love days like this. No stress or pressure, no time constraints (except wisdom teeth coming up wednesday but hey, i'm trying not to think about it), where I can just do stuff like that, play the keyboard, watch Spanglish, read a vampire book, chill on the balcony. I'm good at amusing myself, as a matter of fact, I love to do things by myself. Plus we are all going out for Sarah's birthday tonight! W0ot Wo0t! OMG< she called and I didn't even say happy birthday, I'm SUCH a bitch *runs to go leave sarah a voice mail*. I'm gonna see her tonight though, 3 amigos and then the loft, Her present is all ready. SHIT I CAN"T BELIEVE I DIDN"T SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i'm such a moron!
Man i'm so grumpy now. I was going to go to my dancing thingy tonight but I really just feel like crawling under my covers and hiding (and watching the oc) . Bad me, yes I know. I had my stats mid term today. I'm pretty upset about it. I studied so much and did so much work for that test and it was the easiest questions ever. SO much wasted time. Like the questions were things I was already answering in highschool, simple standard deviation and z scores and like mean and median. Ok well some stuff was mildly tougher but still. And the thing is, I totally fucked it up anyways. I knew it all but ok... let's start from the beginning. I was on time to get my bus but it got every fucking red light possible and went SOOO slow that i ended up being 5 minutes late for class. Then i was reading the question and I missed the one had lots of parts so I thought I had so much more time then I actually did. And so I was answering the questions and then realized I had no time and tried t...
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