A little shaken

So i was cleaning my room tonight and looking at the keyboard that has been on my floor for I don't know how long. I wanted to learn, I was trying to teach myself. It's hard but i think i may have been getting somewhere and then I just didn't have time anymore. I should have found some. I want to be able to play. After the keyboard, I wanna try to learn the guitar. Anyway, so I remembered this easy book my aunt had with christmas songs. So weird the way things happen... I went to look for it in the bookcases in the hallway. It used to have a green cover, for some reason it doesn't have a cover anymore. I found it but not before I found something else. I found Suzie's old like first guitar lesson book. I already have her guitar in my room and I've been thinking about getting new strings for it. It had a paper with her writing in it. They've always told me how much I am like her in ways. Her writing is similar to mine... Some things are different by the r are exactly the same as are a few other letters. It is so weird to look at something written by someone who is now dead, it really is.
Anyways I really want to learn this time. I don't want to stop and start anymore I just want to progress even if it's slowly, I don't care. The thing is that I get all excited about something, stick with it for a few days and then switch to something else. That's the way I am. Everytime I start to learn, I stop and then I have to restart all the way from the beginning. Well in any case, here I go again...