More of a post to remind me of what I want to write in the future
OK so the other nite I was with Jess and I was totally explaining all my beliefs about the world to her and it actually kinda made sense. Although I'm sure I won't be able to repeat it in the same way. I just want to remind myself that I should make a whole other section on the beliefs I have developed thus far and that way I could keep adding and refining them, it's nice to have it written down somewhere. Anyways, it's basically about this essense that everything comes from and how people get different parts of this essence, as do all living things, and when death occurs, we return to that essence. Also how people get all different parts and this explains differences in personality and why some people match better together than others because they're essences come from about the same part and ya ok too confusion to try to sum up , I have to go on a big rant. So be prepared, that is coming soon. It's just kool because it goes with the cycles of life and death and that once you die, you are never gone, your essence just returns to the bigger part or ball whatever you wanna call it ok i'll won't go there now.
Anyways, oh ya! I need a medal for best self-control. You don't know who walked into pharmaprix the other day and came to my cash. Wow I had to keep my hands down from reaching out and strangling her neck. MY BITCH OF AN R.M. teacher, the one who really fucked me over more in the end than I thought and kept me from probably getting a scholarship! OH ya!! Her and her little brittish accent, I wanted to smack her all the way back to England. (nothing against English ppl... only her) And ya, I am not even sure if she remembered who the hell I was. I wouldn't be surprised if she didn't, even tho she made me cry in her office once (god I hate how I let her do that) because she came to practically every class looking like she took one too many tranquilizers. AAARRRRGGG! I wanted to scream and be like DO YOU KNOW WHO THE FUCK I AM? DO YOU REMEMBER? I wanted to throw things at her and rant and rave but ya i just served the "nice" customer, bagged her crap and gave her even the right amount of change. What a bitch!
OK so the other nite I was with Jess and I was totally explaining all my beliefs about the world to her and it actually kinda made sense. Although I'm sure I won't be able to repeat it in the same way. I just want to remind myself that I should make a whole other section on the beliefs I have developed thus far and that way I could keep adding and refining them, it's nice to have it written down somewhere. Anyways, it's basically about this essense that everything comes from and how people get different parts of this essence, as do all living things, and when death occurs, we return to that essence. Also how people get all different parts and this explains differences in personality and why some people match better together than others because they're essences come from about the same part and ya ok too confusion to try to sum up , I have to go on a big rant. So be prepared, that is coming soon. It's just kool because it goes with the cycles of life and death and that once you die, you are never gone, your essence just returns to the bigger part or ball whatever you wanna call it ok i'll won't go there now.
Anyways, oh ya! I need a medal for best self-control. You don't know who walked into pharmaprix the other day and came to my cash. Wow I had to keep my hands down from reaching out and strangling her neck. MY BITCH OF AN R.M. teacher, the one who really fucked me over more in the end than I thought and kept me from probably getting a scholarship! OH ya!! Her and her little brittish accent, I wanted to smack her all the way back to England. (nothing against English ppl... only her) And ya, I am not even sure if she remembered who the hell I was. I wouldn't be surprised if she didn't, even tho she made me cry in her office once (god I hate how I let her do that) because she came to practically every class looking like she took one too many tranquilizers. AAARRRRGGG! I wanted to scream and be like DO YOU KNOW WHO THE FUCK I AM? DO YOU REMEMBER? I wanted to throw things at her and rant and rave but ya i just served the "nice" customer, bagged her crap and gave her even the right amount of change. What a bitch!
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