wow well i am really missing camp but Carlos' mom might be making it a whole lot better. She was talking to me tonight about renting a cottage for two weeks. Gawd, that'd be awesome! Sitting on the beach outside everyday, swimming, star-gazing. I feel like it would be soooo good for my soul. It would be good for my soul. Arbely would be there too. Maybe we could do some yoga outside or underneath the stars, wow wow wow. I do wish that I had money to throw in. I'm going to find out about summer school tomorrow I guess. In a way I want it to make some cash and in a way no because without it I could stay at the cottage for those two weeks and not have a care in the world. Oh god I miss that. I think that was one of the most amazing things about camp. For a whole summer you could just go and leave all ur worries behind. You'd be working, but that's barely work when you are on a lake everyday! Shit man, I can't explain it. That place was just great. It always felt like coming home every summer that I would go back. Like the Earth recognized me or I recognized it. I don't know how many hours I spend just looking out to the lake or looking up at the sky. I learned how to see shooting stars there. I'm also gonna see my friend John on Friday night so that should also help with the whole missing camp thing. He was one of the most important people to me at camp and he is still is today. It's a shame we don't get together often. I'm seriously hoping that he gets whatever it is called when u have the power to marry people because I would love for him to marry Carlos and I (if we end up getting married). :)
I fricking love summer!