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Today I want to become a musician and yesterday I wanted to become a geographer. When is it ever going to stop? Will it ever stop? Or am I always going to want to be something different? There is a negative side and a positive one to my restless nature I'm sure. At some point though, I have to dedicate my life to something. It will probably be to my family, but I also want to dedicate it to changing the world in some way through my career. And I think to do that I have to become really good at something and I am not sure how I am going to do that if I have so many different things that I want to learn and become... I can never stick to one path (again, could be a good thing) but I mean i cannot keep changing my university major, or go for ANOTHER degree all together. I want a family including children, and to have that, I have to end up with some sort of stable income, which requires a job and not MORE student debt than I have already accumulated.. If I could get paid to keep learning and to study a whole slew of random subject, I would be so down.

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Lys_libre said…
That might be how you are going to change the world in your way. By being very open on different subject and by raising kids that will be like you. Sometime making the world a better place is helping people become more like urself... in ur case I think its true.
8:25 pm
Mindy said…
thank-you, really really. That's one of the nicest things I've ever heard.
10:58 am
Lys_libre said…
Welcome ma petite.
1:38 pm
Lys_libre said…
Quote; ''This is where I blab on about my days, my adventures, and hopefully my poetry.'' wheres the poetry girl. I know you can writ beautifull why don't you?
3:14 pm
Mindy said…
oh u called me on that!
holy crap, i dunno why I don't. I just haven't had time lately or concentration i guess. something will come out soon tho, i'm sure! but yeah ur right to say that, i want to write.
9:02 am
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