I'm going to a ceramic cafe today, and then later on tonight to some bar/terrasse. I'm trying to get some homework done this morning, but honestly, it is not what I want to be doing right now. The never ending pile of homework. I just too stressed out about homework and I can't fully concentrate on others things until it is done. I have tomorrow also so I should take it easy.
Anyways, I went to my first funeral yesteday. I still can't get over the fact that he is just gone. It makes life seem so weird. Sitting in the church I could still hear his laugh, I could still hear his voice. We weren't even that close, but I liked him. He was a nice guy. When his younger brother gave his speech, I don't think there was anyone who didn't want to cry. His brother used to have such a crush on me when we were growing up, and now he is all grown up. His speech was really well written and delivered. He seems like a writer to me although he is in mechanical engineering. Anywho, I don't think I really like funerals. I definitely do not like church organs or bagpipes. I think it is way to formal and way too much focused on god and jesus rather than the person who died. But I guess a lot of people seek comfort from god. I was trying to hard not to cry. I love blogs and how i can just ramble and not be very coherent. I'm not a big fan of coherent. Well for some things ya, but other things no.
Going out tonight will be fun, I think I need it. I hope this specific bar will have a dance floor because that is really what I feel like doing today.
Stage is starting in two days, I'm looking forward to it. Should be fun. Hopefully it won't be too bad because I am in a french class. I should be able to speak grade 2 french, right? hahah I hate dressing up, that is the only thing I would like to complain about. I don't feel like me when i am all dressed up in clothes like a smuck. I hate it. Maybe I just need to buy some new dressy clothes, but it seems like a waste of money to buy things you know you won't really be comfortable in anyways. Maybe there are some kinds of dressy clothes I would like. Who knows? I'll try to go shopping some day soon. Maybe Sarah could come to H&M with me, I love that store.
Anyways, I went to my first funeral yesteday. I still can't get over the fact that he is just gone. It makes life seem so weird. Sitting in the church I could still hear his laugh, I could still hear his voice. We weren't even that close, but I liked him. He was a nice guy. When his younger brother gave his speech, I don't think there was anyone who didn't want to cry. His brother used to have such a crush on me when we were growing up, and now he is all grown up. His speech was really well written and delivered. He seems like a writer to me although he is in mechanical engineering. Anywho, I don't think I really like funerals. I definitely do not like church organs or bagpipes. I think it is way to formal and way too much focused on god and jesus rather than the person who died. But I guess a lot of people seek comfort from god. I was trying to hard not to cry. I love blogs and how i can just ramble and not be very coherent. I'm not a big fan of coherent. Well for some things ya, but other things no.
Going out tonight will be fun, I think I need it. I hope this specific bar will have a dance floor because that is really what I feel like doing today.
Stage is starting in two days, I'm looking forward to it. Should be fun. Hopefully it won't be too bad because I am in a french class. I should be able to speak grade 2 french, right? hahah I hate dressing up, that is the only thing I would like to complain about. I don't feel like me when i am all dressed up in clothes like a smuck. I hate it. Maybe I just need to buy some new dressy clothes, but it seems like a waste of money to buy things you know you won't really be comfortable in anyways. Maybe there are some kinds of dressy clothes I would like. Who knows? I'll try to go shopping some day soon. Maybe Sarah could come to H&M with me, I love that store.
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