I had my first day of stage today. It was awesome. I think I will like being an elementary school teacher. I can see myself doing it. Such a difference from working the afterschool program at willingdon. I don't even mind that I am in a French class, it's kool. My french will probably even improve. I really like the way the teacher has the classroom laid out. Small groupings of 3-4 students, each group is a team and motivated to do well for their team. My CT seems to be pretty nice. She is going to have me do a lesson on my own after the first week, we'll see how that goes. It'll be funny seeing me teaching in French, but I'm looking forward to it. She has a really good class. I hope I'll have one like it eventually. I'm hoping I've finally found my calling, or at least something that I will want to do for a couple of years. Maybe I have to stop looking at my career choice as such a long term thing. That could be what freaks me out. It's okay to do something for a good number of years and then go on to something else. :)
Happy to cry...
Joan of Arcadia made me cry ... again... It was such an amazing episode. There were so many little things to catch and I prolly missed some. But the whole part how Judith made the guy memorize Hamlet for her (tragedy where leading female dies) and just as he is finished it, she herself dies. And how Joan can always keep a part of Judith with her and just so many things. That show is soo good to me because it is really moving and it makes you think (as well as cry if you are like me). I am happy to cry because I can actually feel something. Experiencing something through a television. Before I was thinking about what it would be like to be someone else with a different kind of life. It just feels like I am not feeling enough right now. I know I am actually experiencing a lot and to use the simile katie did, it is "just like the earth is always moving but we never feel it". But I want to feel it. It's like something is missing.
Lately I feel as if I have...
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