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On the Cusp

I'm stuck and I can feel it. I've got to move forward, I've got to find what will make me happy. I thought it was something from the past, but that isn't making me happy, only heightening the sense of longing. Longing that is never fulfilled.
I feel that there is something really good coming my way, it's so close I can almost touch it. It may have to do with my excitement at school being finished tomorrow, but I think this time it is more than that. I'm ready.

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