panic
I feel so anxious and panicky. Financially panicky but overall love, life, future panicky.
I got called to go teach in Melbourne, Australia, I could leave as early as May. And teach and live there for a while. Part of me wants to go. Why not? Fresh start, new people. Figure life out. Yet, another part doesn't. The other part wants to stay here, be with family and friends and is scared of just going off to a new country alone.
Relationship wise i am sooooo panicked.
Scared to repeat past mistakes. Scared to overlook something good. Scared to move too fast, scared to move too slow. Just scared. Actually terrified.
Last nite I couldn't sleep because I couldn't stop thinking about all this.
Family, future, husband, no husband, kids, no kids... I'm almost panicking now. Does panic have a k in it or what? I can't spell.
I'm so scared to mess up again. To get into another shitty situation. And mabe this is gonna pass. Maybe it's good for me to be single for a while. I think so. Maybe it would even be good for me to stay single forever. I
dunno. I am afraid that I am a person who is always going to make bad choices when it comes to love and relationships.
god. it's not normal how stressed and anxious I feel about this. And it really just happened last nite. Before that I was doing well with taking it easy and playing it kool. Now i'm like AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
help!
I feel so anxious and panicky. Financially panicky but overall love, life, future panicky.
I got called to go teach in Melbourne, Australia, I could leave as early as May. And teach and live there for a while. Part of me wants to go. Why not? Fresh start, new people. Figure life out. Yet, another part doesn't. The other part wants to stay here, be with family and friends and is scared of just going off to a new country alone.
Relationship wise i am sooooo panicked.
Scared to repeat past mistakes. Scared to overlook something good. Scared to move too fast, scared to move too slow. Just scared. Actually terrified.
Last nite I couldn't sleep because I couldn't stop thinking about all this.
Family, future, husband, no husband, kids, no kids... I'm almost panicking now. Does panic have a k in it or what? I can't spell.
I'm so scared to mess up again. To get into another shitty situation. And mabe this is gonna pass. Maybe it's good for me to be single for a while. I think so. Maybe it would even be good for me to stay single forever. I
dunno. I am afraid that I am a person who is always going to make bad choices when it comes to love and relationships.
god. it's not normal how stressed and anxious I feel about this. And it really just happened last nite. Before that I was doing well with taking it easy and playing it kool. Now i'm like AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
help!
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