So I think I made a new friend and that makes me really happy. Not just an acquaintance or whatever, but someone I would actually like to chill with on a regular basis. She's fuckin funny. Too bad she is leaving to Europe soon and will be gone for the summer... Oh well, still, it's pretty kool.

So right now I'm at work at the Atwater club but I'm doing work for my Les Amis job. I've so far planned 5 of the 8 weeks. I really hate planning but I think I have a lot of good ideas and the summer should be really fun. Plus it's good to have it all done and then not have to stress about what to do with the kids everyday. I'll know and I can change it up whenever I want to. I think that I'm actually going to really like this summer job, plus the working in the park on tuesdays for cultural events. I'm pretty sure that I'm going to get to do face painting. W0ot Wo0t!

Last night the new friend, aka Kuki, slept over and I don't think any of us got anymore than 3 hours of sleep. I'm so tired. After I finish work here, I'm going to go home and nap before I go to work at willingdon. After willingdon I'm going to a pilates class and I'm real excited about that.

Last Saturday I went to a yoga class and it was bloody amazing! I'm going back this Saturday and as often as I possibly can. Maybe eventually I would like to take it seriously and get certified. It makes me feel really good doing it, and even better afterwards. ALSO, on friday evenings, starting next week, I'm doing volleyball from 5-7pm and then salsa lessons from 7-9. I'm soooo excited for everything! wow.

Oh and as for my love life... I have no idea where that is going. Actually I'm leaning more towards the direction of heart ache, but we shall see. I have really been trying with this guy and honest with him and myself and it is incredibly scary. I don't like that it is possible for me to like him so much and for him to be unsure. I guess that's how life works tho and I don't think I would change that. Free will is super important and I guess that things cannot always work out the way we want them to. But look at me all pessimisticky... maybe it will all work out. Perhaps this is just another stepping stone. There's no way for me to know so I will just continue to be honest and hope for the best.

To anyone and everyone who reads my blog, thanks a lot. It means something to me.

ps i can't stop listening to the song Just Breathe (2am) by Anna Nalick, over and over and over again.. And i'm also doing handstands and cartwheels in this little room where I work... well now I stopped but that is what I was doing. If not I would be sleeping..