Sometimes I don't feel very alive. I'm breathing and everything, I'm just not doing anything new. I guess I am a little bored. Boredom is a lack of imagination. Therefore, I need to be more imaginative. I need to do new things. I wonder what I could start with?
I can't tell you how excited I am for xmas vacation. I always look at it as a chance to do the things I really wanna do, instead of constantly moving between work and school. I woke up to snow on the ground the other day and I actually didn't mind. I felt kind of happy. That's weird for me because usually I hate winter and its arrival. I guess I am just excited for classes to be finished and that's what the coming soon signifies for me. Who knows? It is also one of the first years that I am appreciating the crisper, fresher air of the cold. It feels good sometimes.
I can't wait to be working with kids and in schools. I think that I will really like it. As long as i can come up with good lessons that keep the kids interested, things should be fine.
I had such a horrible shift yesterday in the afterschool program that I was really gonna freak out. My grade one kids were finally settling down and getting into the routine of things, when my partner gets a new job and I haave to work with a new guys. Well... it was like starting all over again yesterday with the kids. They were freaking wild! All over the place, screaming, running around like chickens with their heads cut off, not listen, you know... just being uncontrollable and aggravating. Oh boy! and for the first while, the new guy just sat at the table coloring while i was chasing after all the kids. I should have said something, next time I will. Wow i hope we get a separate space where our kids can run around cuz it is just too crazy trying to keep all of them seated. They have sooo much energy that they need to burn. Anywho, hopefully thursday will be better, we shall see.
I am just rambling on because I am at school and I have half an hour to waste before class. I don't feel like going to class today but we are doing group work and I was already downtown so I'm here. After class i have to make my way to montreal west for the volunteering I do as a pathfinder leader. We are hanging out fliers tonight for our winter clothes collection. I guess that is what i like best about pathfinders, we have a chance to do good social stuff.
I think that is really all that I have to say so I guess I will go and waste some more time on facebook. gotta love facebook....